I’m living life not knowing if I will be here tomorrow or where my next night of sleep will  be or will i awake the next day  had to sell my dreams and hopes because they were getting to far out of reach  I’m so far down I need to get down on my knees and look up every day I feel like I’m on life support not knowing if tomorrow will come  I’ve tried all the medicine heard all the doctors say I’m lucky to just be alive  I'm a problem doctors wanna ignore since I was a kid Tried healing but I always get bored No, I'm not really living I'm on life support They gave me 5 years to live and said i would never walk again over  40 years ago  I'm a little messed up It ain't for sympathy, it ain't a cry for help I've just forgotten how to give a damn about myself I’m not really living I’ve been living on life support. Live is short play HARD!!