Im tired

 I'm tired

I'm worn
My heart is heavy
From the work it takes to keep on breathing

I've made mistakes
I've let my hope fail
My soul feels crushed
By the weight of this world
And I know that You can give me rest
So I cry out with all that I have left

Let me see redemption win
Let me know the struggle ends
That You can mend a heart that's frail and torn

I want to know a song can rise
From the ashes of a broken life
And all that's dead inside can be reborn
'Cause I'm worn

I know I need
To lift my eyes up
But I'm too weak
Life just won't let up
And I know that You can give me rest
So I cry out with all that I have left

Let me see redemption win
Let me know the struggle ends
That You can mend a heart that's frail and torn

I want to know a song can rise
From the ashes of a broken life
And all that's dead inside can be reborn
'Cause I'm worn

And my prayers are wearing thin
I'm worn even before the day begins
I'm worn I've lost my will to fight
I'm worn so heaven so come and flood my eyes

Let me see redemption win
Let me know the struggle ends
That You can mend a heart that's frail and torn

I want to know a song can rise
From the ashes of a broken life
And all that's dead inside can be reborn
Yes, all that's dead inside will be reborn
Though I'm worn
Yeah, I'm worn

Let it Begin!

 For the damage done

For the victory's won
For the gift and for the grieving
Letting go and moving on
For the thorn in my side
For the war in my pride
Every single day of darkness
Holding out for morning light

There's a river that delivers me to freedom
And the current of His mercy brings restoration
If my wounds could tell one story
Let it be a testimony
That You don't leave me where I've been
If this is healing, let it begin

For my highest low
For my frail ego
All the breaking and the mending
All the seeds that I had sown

For the dreams that died
For the tears I've cried
For the weakness that bears witness
To the grace that You supply

There's a river that delivers me to freedom
And the current of His mercy brings restoration
If my wounds could tell one story
Let it be my testimony
That You don't leave me where I've been
If this is healing, let it begin

Let it begin
Let healing begin
Let healing begin
Without and within

There's a river that delivers me to freedom
And the current of His mercy brings restoration
If my wounds could tell one story
Let it be a testimony
That You don't leave me where I've been
If this is healing, let it begin

Let it begin
Let healing begin
Let healing begin
Without and within

You don't leave me where I've been
If this is healing, let it begin

Life is short play HARD 😱

 

Life is short play HARD 🙂

 

Test will be back soon 👍

looks like neuropathy is back. I can beat this again!

Life is short play HARD!

 When I spread these wings and fly

I'm gonna soar across the sky
Gonna spread these wings and fly

One of these mornings, I'll see the One my heart longs for
Standing beside Him, the faithful ones who've gone before
And then all my questions and all my grief
Will be swallowed up in victory

And I spread these wings and fly
I'm gonna soar across the sky
When I spread these wings

Every tear will be wiped away
When I look into Jesus' face
Until then, help me run this race
With every heartbeat of every day

One of these mornings, I'm going to stare right at the Son
One of these mornings, I'll breathe brand new air with brand new lungs
And there'll be no more sorrow, on golden streets
We'll lay every crown down at His feet

Then I'll spread these wings and fly
I'm gonna soar across the sky
When I spread these wings and fly
I'm gonna soar across the sky

When I spread these wings and fly
I'm gonna soar across the sky
When I spread these wings
No more heartache and no more pain
There'll be no more sorrow, no more pain
I'm gonna spread these wings and fly

Life is short play HARD!

Thanks god for pushing me HARD!!