If you knew my past If you knew where I've been If you knew what he brought me through You would lift your hands You'd sing and dance You wouldn't miss this chance At life  'Cause my life's the proof Of what you can do 'Cause I'm still breathing now I can't help but shout I've gotta let it out And let praise break through If you've never seen anxiety I have You have now If you've never seen a person never to give up You have now If you've never see a person wake from a coma You have now If you've never looked a miracle in the face You have now If you never thought you would find someone you could love and trust  You have now BeCause my life's the proof Of what you can do 'Cause I'm still breathing now Because I never gave up If you never do one more thing for me You've done more than enough You're all I need You have my love If you never seen death do us part You have now!

  I'm tired I'm worn My heart is heavy From the work it takes to keep on breathing I've made mistakes I've let my hope fail My soul feels crushed By the weight of this world And I know that You can give me rest So I cry out with all that I have left Let me see redemption win Let me know the struggle ends That You can mend a heart that's frail and torn I want to know a song can rise From the ashes of a broken life And all that's dead inside can be reborn 'Cause I'm worn I know I need To lift my eyes up But I'm too weak Life just won't let up And I know that You can give me rest So I cry out with all that I have left Let me see redemption win Let me know the struggle ends That You can mend a heart that's frail and torn I want to know a song can rise From the ashes of a broken life And all that's dead inside can be reborn 'Cause I'm worn And my prayers are wearing thin I'm worn even before the day begins I'm worn I've los...

 

 

looks like neuropathy is back. I can beat this again!

  When I spread these wings and fly I'm gonna soar across the sky Gonna spread these wings and fly One of these mornings, I'll see the One my heart longs for Standing beside Him, the faithful ones who've gone before And then all my questions and all my grief Will be swallowed up in victory And I spread these wings and fly I'm gonna soar across the sky When I spread these wings Every tear will be wiped away When I look into Jesus' face Until then, help me run this race With every heartbeat of every day One of these mornings, I'm going to stare right at the Son One of these mornings, I'll breathe brand new air with brand new lungs And there'll be no more sorrow, on golden streets We'll lay every crown down at His feet Then I'll spread these wings and fly I'm gonna soar across the sky When I spread these wings and fly I'm gonna soar across the sky When I spread these wings and fly I'm gonna soar across the sky When I spread these wings N...

Thanks god for pushing me HARD!!