How long till it feels Like the wound's finally starting to heal? How long till it feels Like I'm more than a spoke in a wheel? nights, I fear That I'm not enough I've had my share of   mornings when I can't get up But, when hope is lost I swear to God, I'll survive If it kills me to I'm gonna get up and try If it's the last thing I do I've still got something to give Though it hurts  I'm gonna get up and live Until the day that I die I swear to God, I'll survive If you just give me a chance to  Survive

  If you knew my past If you knew where I've been If you knew what he brought me through You would lift your hands You'd sing and dance You wouldn't miss this chance At life  'Cause my life's the proof Of what you can do 'Cause I'm still breathing now I can't help but shout I've gotta let it out And let praise break through If you've never seen anxiety I have You have now If you've never seen a person never to give up You have now If you've never see a person wake from a coma You have now If you've never looked a miracle in the face You have now If you never thought you would find someone you could love and trust  You have now BeCause my life's the proof Of what you can do 'Cause I'm still breathing now Because I never gave up If you never do one more thing for me You've done more than enough You're all I need You have my love If you never seen death do us part You have now!

  I'm tired I'm worn My heart is heavy From the work it takes to keep on breathing I've made mistakes I've let my hope fail My soul feels crushed By the weight of this world And I know that You can give me rest So I cry out with all that I have left Let me see redemption win Let me know the struggle ends That You can mend a heart that's frail and torn I want to know a song can rise From the ashes of a broken life And all that's dead inside can be reborn 'Cause I'm worn I know I need To lift my eyes up But I'm too weak Life just won't let up And I know that You can give me rest So I cry out with all that I have left Let me see redemption win Let me know the struggle ends That You can mend a heart that's frail and torn I want to know a song can rise From the ashes of a broken life And all that's dead inside can be reborn 'Cause I'm worn And my prayers are wearing thin I'm worn even before the day begins I'm worn I've los...

 

 

looks like neuropathy is back. I can beat this again!

  When I spread these wings and fly I'm gonna soar across the sky Gonna spread these wings and fly One of these mornings, I'll see the One my heart longs for Standing beside Him, the faithful ones who've gone before And then all my questions and all my grief Will be swallowed up in victory And I spread these wings and fly I'm gonna soar across the sky When I spread these wings Every tear will be wiped away When I look into Jesus' face Until then, help me run this race With every heartbeat of every day One of these mornings, I'm going to stare right at the Son One of these mornings, I'll breathe brand new air with brand new lungs And there'll be no more sorrow, on golden streets We'll lay every crown down at His feet Then I'll spread these wings and fly I'm gonna soar across the sky When I spread these wings and fly I'm gonna soar across the sky When I spread these wings and fly I'm gonna soar across the sky When I spread these wings N...

Thanks god for pushing me HARD!!  

Grayson!

 It’s Game day!! Thanks to my heroes I’m here to see another win I was given 5yrs to live over 40yrs ago

 

 Don't take life for granted!🙏

 

  Head down as I punch this clock of life The hours roll, they never stop And I can’t ever seem to get ahead Alway’s tryin’ to do what’s right Straight and narrow, it’s gettin’ tight Don’t know how much longer I can stand And I’m wonderin’ Yeah, I’m wonderin’ Where’s my promised land? Out here on this desert road It’s hot as fire but I’ve grown cold Circlin’ like a plane that never lands And even though the questions change The answers always stay the same Maybe someday I will understand So I’m wonderin’ Got me wonderin’ Where’s my promised land? Yeah, I’m wonderin’ Still, I’m wonderin’ Where’s my promised land? Well, I’ve run this Earth for many years If there’s one thing I know There’s nowhere on this side o’ Heaven Where streets are made o’ gold I’ve long laid tell my grand illusions Lookin’ toward the day that I’ll be home I won’t give up on this race Broken but I still have faith That this old life is part of a plan And I can feel it in my soul One day, I’ll stand before the t...

Life is short play HARD!!   Today It all begins I'm seeing my life for the very first time Through a different lens Yesterday I didn't understand Driving 35 with the rocket inside Didn't know what I had While I've been waiting to live My life's been waiting on me I'm gonna run No, I'm gonna fly I'm gonna know what it means to live And not just be alive The world's gonna hear 'Cause I'm gonna shout And I will be dancing when circumstances drown the music out Say I won't Not enough Is what I've been told But it must be a lie 'Cause the Spirit inside says I'm so much more So let them say what they want Oh, I dare them to try I'm gonna run No, I'm gonna fly I'm gonna know what it means to live And not just be alive The world's gonna hear 'Cause I'm gonna shout And I will be dancing when circumstances drown the music out Say I won't Say I won't Say I won't Say I won't I can do all things Thro...