Life is short play Hard 

A Powerful testament to human resilience and spiritual gratitude in the face of life-threatening medical challenges. The author recounts surviving a comatose state and a grim prognosis in their youth, attributing their recovery to a miraculous divine intervention. Now facing a new terminal diagnosis forty years later, the speaker maintains a defiant and hopeful perspective rather than surrendering to despair. They emphasize that their continued existence serves as living proof of the strength found in faith and persistence. Ultimately, the narrative is a call to cherish every moment, fight for those we love, and offer unending praise regardless of one's circumstances.

Life is short play HARD! 

I’m living life not knowing if I will be here tomorrow or where my next night of sleep will  be or will i awake the next day  had to sell my dreams and hopes because they were getting to far out of reach  I’m so far down I need to get down on my knees and look up every day I feel like I’m on life support not knowing if tomorrow will come  I’ve tried all the medicine heard all the doctors say I’m lucky to just be alive  I'm a problem doctors wanna ignore since I was a kid Tried healing but I always get bored No, I'm not really living I'm on life support They gave me 5 years to live and said i would never walk again over  40 years ago  I'm a little messed up It ain't for sympathy, it ain't a cry for help I've just forgotten how to give a damn about myself I’m not really living I’ve been living on life support. Live is short play HARD!!

How long till it feels Like the wound's finally starting to heal? How long till it feels Like I'm more than a spoke in a wheel? nights, I fear That I'm not enough I've had my share of   mornings when I can't get up But, when hope is lost I swear to God, I'll survive If it kills me to I'm gonna get up and try If it's the last thing I do I've still got something to give Though it hurts  I'm gonna get up and live Until the day that I die I swear to God, I'll survive If you just give me a chance to  Survive

  If you knew my past If you knew where I've been If you knew what he brought me through You would lift your hands You'd sing and dance You wouldn't miss this chance At life  'Cause my life's the proof Of what you can do 'Cause I'm still breathing now I can't help but shout I've gotta let it out And let praise break through If you've never seen anxiety I have You have now If you've never seen a person never to give up You have now If you've never see a person wake from a coma You have now If you've never looked a miracle in the face You have now If you never thought you would find someone you could love and trust  You have now BeCause my life's the proof Of what you can do 'Cause I'm still breathing now Because I never gave up If you never do one more thing for me You've done more than enough You're all I need You have my love If you never seen death do us part You have now!

  I'm tired I'm worn My heart is heavy From the work it takes to keep on breathing I've made mistakes I've let my hope fail My soul feels crushed By the weight of this world And I know that You can give me rest So I cry out with all that I have left Let me see redemption win Let me know the struggle ends That You can mend a heart that's frail and torn I want to know a song can rise From the ashes of a broken life And all that's dead inside can be reborn 'Cause I'm worn I know I need To lift my eyes up But I'm too weak Life just won't let up And I know that You can give me rest So I cry out with all that I have left Let me see redemption win Let me know the struggle ends That You can mend a heart that's frail and torn I want to know a song can rise From the ashes of a broken life And all that's dead inside can be reborn 'Cause I'm worn And my prayers are wearing thin I'm worn even before the day begins I'm worn I've los...

 

 

looks like neuropathy is back. I can beat this again!

  When I spread these wings and fly I'm gonna soar across the sky Gonna spread these wings and fly One of these mornings, I'll see the One my heart longs for Standing beside Him, the faithful ones who've gone before And then all my questions and all my grief Will be swallowed up in victory And I spread these wings and fly I'm gonna soar across the sky When I spread these wings Every tear will be wiped away When I look into Jesus' face Until then, help me run this race With every heartbeat of every day One of these mornings, I'm going to stare right at the Son One of these mornings, I'll breathe brand new air with brand new lungs And there'll be no more sorrow, on golden streets We'll lay every crown down at His feet Then I'll spread these wings and fly I'm gonna soar across the sky When I spread these wings and fly I'm gonna soar across the sky When I spread these wings and fly I'm gonna soar across the sky When I spread these wings N...

Thanks god for pushing me HARD!!  

Grayson!

 It’s Game day!! Thanks to my heroes I’m here to see another win I was given 5yrs to live over 40yrs ago

 

 Don't take life for granted!🙏